Some words …from my heart to yours.. talking about something specific but not at all simple even if its conveyed as such. The code today : BE YOU.
At the moment, energetical triumph, is a little tricky to explain as the experience is so different now. The full moon has already started helping me in expressing… 🙂
I heard this morning “dont lose hope” . When we are embodying most light we are surrounded by the densest of darkness pushing against the force of our elevation. The pressure is that of a sacred forming of the diamond. These are moments of special importance for the gem to be shaped , the core to be truly cultivated from within.
Triumph is coming for most in actually realizing what they are in the push and pull with the following:
For some we are still in the struggle but can see the interference clearly
For others we are in the struggle but can feel clearly the interference
I see a being , ever transforming, in a cave feeling the confines , the limits surrounding it . At times this feels like oppression and other times it feels like that which helps us know we are here. The way Saturn and its limits works is pulling into focus who we are through the precise conditions we may abhor or fight against. We in turn may feel like we are in continual battle but it is in fact an opportunity to BE. The ying warrior as it were. The 11 guru. The ever observant mother and nourisher. We can purify who we are and what is being attacked by BEING OURSELVES. This in itself , being ourselves, is in constant change. This wont be the same tomorrow as so many parts of you are integrating and searching for the harmony to bring peace to yourself. Yet knowing that you return to BE YOU can become home. BE ME carries codes that will integrate further and further as a base one can rely the more time passes. The more being means connecting to the purest part of ourselves whatever energy this may be.
We are being pushed to truly realize what world we are creating with out thoughts. What world we are creating with our emotions. What is emotion energizing? What energies am I giving the diamond within that is being pressurized and polished into form?
I found that my push and pull doesn’t look for me to enter polarity states of “fight” more often that not. I am actually being summoned to BE. The conviction of who you are will be most tested at the height of interference. The conviction of what you are worth and what you embody will be really put into focus when your being is pushing against the density to be able to express expansively. You will naturally push against the forces when you are YOU. It wont feel like the constant struggle of these days when you refuge yourself into your true being. When you can rest in your love.
The “be me” notions are expressed like this.
I AM LOVE
I AM THE SOVEREIGN OF MY KINGDOM, MY SACRED SPACE
I EXUDE MY RIGHT TO BE IN THIS MOMENT AND PROTECT MY BEING IN DOING GO WITH THIS CONSCIOUSNESS
MY LIGHT STEMS FROM THE SACRD PARTS OF ME AND ILLUMINATES ALL THAT IT FEELS TO AROUND ME
WHATEVER REACTS TO THIS LIGHT, SO IT SHALL BE…I AM JUST BEING ME
MY INNER DIVINITY CAN CARRY ME THROUGH AND SHINE WITHIN THIS CAVE OF TRANSFORMATION…
I feel that my divinity is the sheer love that can stem from my heart and this isn’t always a forceful ever expansive light against X. It is sometimes soft and compassionate softly streaming forward. The angels can help this “just being” from a place of deep divinity that is love , where you can only be yourself and this is perfect. You can summon them forth to aid in allowing that soft, sweet, (maybe even when tired for some), energy of love forward. We dont always have to feel it perfectly just intend on honoring this innate capacity we have and let this permeate the energies that threaten your inner peace.
Normally I speak of codes of wisdom and higher truths but today I was called to keep it simple and return to the base of all, to what matter.
I HOLD WHAT MATTERS DEAR TO MY HEART. IT IS MY COMPASS IN THIS DARK NIGHT. I CAN SHINE INTO MY EXISTENCE. I CAN HOLD MYSELF IN A SAFE SPACE TO FEEL MYSELF IN THE MIDST OF ALL.
I saw a caped being , pink in symbolic compassion and love , crystic in its frequency surrounded by rock . she didn’t push against the rock to gain freedom she let her pearls heart create space for her to grow. Your space if your own and it will open for you when you claim it. the more light we crave the more we can feel at these moments, the pushback. Its okay. we dont need to crave what we are. We are the pearl in the oyster as it were, the candle light in the dark woods paving the way. We dont need to hope for the way as we are the way. Each and every day we are embodying the way. You are doing amazingly just being. Your summoning the purity , the right to feel tenderness and love , even gratitude right now is The proverbial path. We are the way, the path and the finish line. We are the direction. We are now , more than ever, EMBODYING, the light.
When we do this it is at times, most despairing, tiring and even lonely. But no-one can take away what is. No-one can tamper with what is. Hence this also being an incredible gift. When you are your love , you are winning, “just” be being. No “just” about it really.
You are doing no small task right. Returning to what matters is the epitomic sense of sacred. You are giving yourself home and light. There is nothing more sacred than you.
WHAT DOES BEING YOU MEAN? from the heart… no mind….
Let this question sit dear one. There is so much for you to be proud of by your capacity of connecting to this pure part of you in the unique way you do.
I love you- LET GAYA´S CRYSTIC VIBRATION PERMEATE YOUR BEING.